xoxokirstinxoxo

Well anyway...Im doin better now! (YAY)

Im no longer as depresed as I have been....but theres still ALOT of sad-ness here and there. ANd umm uhh....well ym ex and I are doing a lil bit better....but Im starting to feel like he hates me or something, and thats one feeling I REALLLY never wanted to experiance!

But wish me luck or something, I just wanna hear what you think I should do!

Ohh also Since my ex's birthday is comming uppp on the 2nd (yeahh yehah I know hes still my ex... but we are trying to do better!), anyway...well I got him this Smosh shirt(youtube) and a signed cd from As I Lay Dying (his fave band).

So yeahhh what else should I get him?? Or Idk what should I do??????

Ohh and one more thing! Im gonna have a contest or something.... But Im just telling you now, that its gonna have t do with editing one of my pics!...and I know now tha tyou will be able to win $$$, a signed something..., or Idk...you tell me!

<3

xoxo,

kirstin

ps. Im here for you!

Ugg! Hay everyone, well Im sry that I havent posted anything in a while....

Well i havent really beenup to much. Im jst SO depresed at the moment. Cuz well like I was going out with this guy and than all of the sudden he broke up with me...and well yeahh that was like a week ago today. And Im tierd, sad, depressed, Ive lost 6lbs, Ive cryed more tears than what i even knew I had, and Im just a total mess at the moment.

But anyway, I wold like to hear from some of you people!!!!!

Anyway, here is a new pic....

(heres a pic of me and my ex...that I still love with all my heart)

<3 I miss you guyzz!!!

xoxo,

Kirstinnnn

Well ok heres the deal, i like this guy, and hes a Jr. (at my High school) and I'm a freshman (Iknow most of you probably didn't know that) but anyway, I want to talk to him so badly!

But Im just So shyyyy!

Add well him and his brother (that is stocking my bestfriend) are new to the school, they came form CT, or something.

Anyway, I added to him to my facebook and all that. But i dont know what to do, becuse I know some people that know him. But I dont like usgin people for stuff.

So what should I do?

He's shy, Im shy. Also hes like REAlly nice, or atleast thats what I heard.

And I have sceen him looking at me, or atleast i believe he was.

Here's a poem my friend wrote to me. Tell me what you think.

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to [ask his father] what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it.

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about [his girl]
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly.

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And gave himself an A
and a slash on each. damned. wrist.
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could [reach the kitchen].

Hay everyone! You guys where So great today at Warped! I think i signed and tooke pictures for like 900 people. IDK it sceemed like alot! And it was SO great to see some of my fans. But anyway, for someof you that saw me, you probably receved a t-shirt! But now everyone that wasnt able to get a t-shirt. I will sell them on Ebay or something. But Ill tell all of you when I do it!

Anyway, about warped and everything....well if you want to post pictures of me and you, or whatever you want. email it to me at xoxokirstinxoxo@yahoo.com

And i'll post them on my profile! bBut here are some pictures from warped that I took! YAYYY! Tell me what you think!

William at warped! He looked SO HOTTTT!!!

And his crotch......sry i was like high when I took these pics! jk

This guy named Josifff that I met. he brooke his leg the daybefor warped!

Cobra Starship

I was like going to pee my pants!!!!

JESSICA!!! She stole my camera!

this cute couple i found!


This girl was like crying next to me and i had to take this pic!!

Hay everyone! I hope your summer is going good! Anyway, I just wanted to tel everyone that I'm going to Ohio nextweek and Im going to be there for a while and Im going to warped tour to do some stuff for Warped...what IDK.  I know, I cant believe they asked me to be in Warped! Anyway...so yah I'll see most of u there! if you want pics or a sig, Im there to do it! =P and Ill probably be in Atlanta, Ga. doing the same! Anyway, Im going to try to post some new pictures really soon! So look for those. And Well yah!

Well anyway...Peace people! Comment me if you want! Or whatever! XOXO,

Kirstin

Im having another contest! Except this one is WAY better! Ok, well its not that good but its a lil bit better. Ok you will win is a drawn picture by me, it will be an AWSOME portrait of you! All you need to do is sent me a picture of your self and tell me why you want to win with an Email message or a video!!!

RULES:

You must be atleast 12 years of age. You must live in the United States, be a member of Buzznet, Youtube, or FaceBook. contest starts March 8,2008-April 1,2008. And you must fill out this forom and sent it to xoxokirstinxoxo@yahoo.com

Remember that you will have a better chance of winning if you make a video! Thanks! Im also having another contest to win!!! so check that out!

Name:______________________________________________________

Age:__________

Date of birth:________________________________________________

Fav. Band:__________________________________________________

Fav. persns autograph you would like:_____________________________

(only if you dont do video)

Why you would like to win: ______________________________________________________________________________________

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hay every one!I hoe your having a good day!!!

Im having a contest!!!The contest is to win a signed picture of any of my friends. I know this contest isnt worth crap. But it will be fun! And next time i will have a WAY better contest!

Any

You can pick from these people:

Me:

Monica:

yasmin:

Lacy:

Becky:

Atoosa:

IzZy:

Courtney:

Aj:

Maddy:

All you have to do is make a video or message saying whos autograph you want and why you would like it! And Email me your address!

RULES:

You must be atleast 12 years of age. You must live in the United States, be a member of Buzznet, Youtube, or FaceBook. contest starts March 8,2008-April 1,2008. And you must fill out this forom and sent it to xoxokirstinxoxo@yahoo.com

Remember that you will have a better chance of winning if you make a video! Thanks! Im also having another contest to win!!! so check that out!

Name:______________________________________________________

Age:__________

Date of birth:________________________________________________

Fav. Band:__________________________________________________

Fav. persns autograph you would like:_____________________________

(only if you dont do video)

Reason why you would like their autograph:______________________________________________________________________________

______________________________________________________________________________________

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Hay everyone! i hope everyone had a good Christmas and hanukkah!!!

Any way I just want to share some stuff about Gerard!

Ok, well, is it just me or is it totaly retared how he "sposingly" married someone??? Cuz I REALLY dont think he did! Cuz #1 he's not wearing his ring anymore!

(if you look at his ring finger, he doesnt have a ring on it anymore.....)

Some one explain that to me............

Hay everyone! Waz up? I just am hving a little boy trubble! So can someone please help me!??????

Ok Ive liked this guy for about 2 1/2 years and he kinda just thinks of me as a friend because we never realy talk. But since schoool just started for me this week.....for the past 2 days hes been checking me out until to day, when I herd what his best friend said about me, which some of it was nice and some just mean. But I know his friend doesnt like me. But also after school he looked at me for the 1st time that day and he just didnt stop looking until I turned my head, so I couldnt see him! So what should I do/ what do you think all this ment? Also if I walk up to him and talk what sould I say that will sound friendly?

PLEASE SOME ONE HELP!? Thanks! Have a Awsome day!!!!