Im no longer as depresed as I have been....but theres still ALOT of sad-ness here and there. ANd umm uhh....well ym ex and I are doing a lil bit better....but Im starting to feel like he hates me or something, and thats one feeling I REALLLY never wanted to experiance!

But wish me luck or something, I just wanna hear what you think I should do!

Ohh also Since my ex's birthday is comming uppp on the 2nd (yeahh yehah I know hes still my ex... but we are trying to do better!), anyway...well I got him this Smosh shirt(youtube) and a signed cd from As I Lay Dying (his fave band).

So yeahhh what else should I get him?? Or Idk what should I do??????

Ohh and one more thing! Im gonna have a contest or something.... But Im just telling you now, that its gonna have t do with editing one of my pics!...and I know now tha tyou will be able to win $$$, a signed something..., or Idk...you tell me!

<3

xoxo,

kirstin

ps. Im here for you!

Well i havent really beenup to much. Im jst SO depresed at the moment. Cuz well like I was going out with this guy and than all of the sudden he broke up with me...and well yeahh that was like a week ago today. And Im tierd, sad, depressed, Ive lost 6lbs, Ive cryed more tears than what i even knew I had, and Im just a total mess at the moment.

But anyway, I wold like to hear from some of you people!!!!!

Anyway, here is a new pic....

(heres a pic of me and my ex...that I still love with all my heart)

<3 I miss you guyzz!!!

xoxo,

Kirstinnnn

But Im just So shyyyy!

Add well him and his brother (that is stocking my bestfriend) are new to the school, they came form CT, or something.

Anyway, I added to him to my facebook and all that. But i dont know what to do, becuse I know some people that know him. But I dont like usgin people for stuff.

So what should I do?

He's shy, Im shy. Also hes like REAlly nice, or atleast thats what I heard.

And I have sceen him looking at me, or atleast i believe he was.